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this cough is killing me :( !!!
wasn't able to sleep well...

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To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams, before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and is nothing.
They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live.
Chained by their attitudes, they are a slave;
They forfeited their freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.

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~~~pug yoda~~~

i walked amiel few days ago and he could almost drag me around the street. he barks with other dogs as if he's bigger than them :)

amiel is also excited and can't wait much longer with his pasalubong from gorgeous!!!

~~~gift from gorgeous~~~

~~~ simple lang ~~~

habang nadadagdagan ang options mo sa buhay lalong gumugulo...
habang dumadami and opportunities lalong nakakalito...

simple lang naman ang nais ko sa buhay...

ang gumising sa umaga na ikaw ang kasama
pag mulat ng mata ikaw ang nakikita
and at the end of the day
uuwi ako sa taong kahit na gaano pa kasama ang naging araw ko
na kahit gaano naging kabigat ang buong maghapon ko
'tong taong 'to would make me feel that everything will be okay...

simple lang 'di po ba?
yung gaya ng dati, tayong dalawa...
baket hinde na pwede???

~~~ week blast ~~~
it's almost midnight and i am still in the office. been here since monday. my god, work has been tremendously freakin' bloody damn hard (hehehe). glad everthing went ok just few hrs ago. well, i also had the chance to talk to one of my best friends through call using ym (she's in london with her family). funny 'coz we still laugh to death to those silly nonsense things. we are really good at that - lalo na sa panglalait sa iba (hehehe, pasenxa na po napagkakatuwaan lang namin kau). anyways, im gonna see them here in the philippines a week from now that's why i am also excited for this long weekend holiday coming ahead. my auntie and uncle from cali will also arrive for the undas. my boss already signed my vacation leave. can't really believe it! ill be off from office for more than a week.

another opportunity for me to look forward to this week is ill be having an interview this coming thursday. let me narrate what happened. they've been trying to contact me through my cp and @ office but ive been very buzy lately. finally, they were able to contact me this morning @ office after having few attempts @ my cp. they asked me if i could drop there this week and i said my available time would be on the 7th of nov since ill be away from manila. it was fine with them then i asked how am i gonna go there. the lady gave me instructions and i was not really paying much attention to her. damn! i was so sleepy that time. then i asked her the address and slowly i wrote it down and was shocked that it was in fort boni. i said: are you referring of fort boni where fitnessfirst is located? oh my god! it's near our place! then she said that in case i am free this week ill just text her so that she could arrange the sked...... i am really dying to have this job coz if im on it, it only means that ill be having my career back! oh god, this i ask for my christmas present. i promise ill be good. please give this to me coz i feel it'll be a good start for me to change my life.

been into tennis nowadays! i love tennis! and i am loving it deeper and deeper. glad that some friends are willing to play with me during my upcoming vacation.

ill be seeing amiel soon too. we'll be having a week long of quality time. mama will also visit me this sat with my cousin and niece. i will tour them around the city before we all go to our province.

work is fine. school is fine and i am all set for my defense proposal. but emptiness still resides in me. loneliness takes the pain away little by little...

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